I tried to run but my legs wouldn't obey. I could only stand there, wide-eyed and terrified, like a deer stuck in headlights. For a split second there was the loudest sound I had ever heard, then darkness and silence. I was sure I was dead. I didn't feel any pain and if I had survived I would have been in agony, right? I tried to make a sound, move a finger, anything really but nothing happened. It wasn't like I was paralyzed; it was more like I didn't have a body to manipulate. I was just a mind submerged in a pool of nothing. Finally, I had feelings. The passing waves of heat finally helped me figure out where the edges of my body were. The moment I became one with my body, I started to hurt. It felt like I had been hit with a baseball bat. The pain was so intense; even something as simple as opening his eyes was a spectacular ordeal. Once I was able to open my eyes and keep them open, without losing consciousness, I could see that I was in the hospital and had survived the accident. I looked at the ceiling; the soft pillow cushioned my head and I listened to the beep of my heart monitor…BEEP…beep with my heartbeat. I took a deep breath and the smell of sterilization hit my nostrils. I looked around and immediately spotted my mother sitting in the chair next to my bed. She was reading Us Weekly magazine, her blonde hair falling in her face. She wore one of her signature floral print dresses. She brushed her hair out of her face and saw that I was awake. “Dominik!” she shouted, jumping out of her seat and rushing to my bedside. “Hey mom…” I said hoarsely, my voice cracking from disuse. “How long have I been gone?” “Almost three days,” she replied. "Three days...... middle of paper ......ct. Sai hovered above me, looking into my eyes. “I'm not ready to die,” I whispered. “Me either, but it's inevitable,” she replied. “At least you won't be alone and you won't have someone who loves you.” “But my family…” I slowly walked away. . "They didn't care about you unless something bad happened to you, like this accident or now when you refuse to leave your room. This is no way for family to act. I love you and I will be with you forever! » “I trust in your love,” I said, slowly closing my eyes. I started to feel lighter and was enveloped in warmth. When I opened my eyes, I saw that Sai was hugging me tightly. “I…I can smell you!” she exclaimed. “I can finally feel your touch,” I said. I slowly brought my face closer to his, lightly touching my lips to his, sealing my death with the kiss of the person I loved the most. Whether I'm alive or dead, my heart will belong to Sai.