I feel sick to my stomach even thinking about his room. There was also a bathroom right next to his room. They lived in this house for 10 years, but I'm still too sick to think about it, so I choose not to. I have crappy feelings about the whole house thinking about this summer, so don't want to think about it. Flashbacks of camera flashes haunt me when I think about his room. December 2015 Flashback MemoryI started feeling funny while I was sitting on the couch coloring. That's all I remember, but apparently I told my friend Sarah to get me a Zanax and a heating pad. Before this can be stopped...I'm on the mantelpiece at my disgusting Uncle John's house and he's taking pictures of me and I'm trying to be brave so he doesn't grab my sisters too. My cousin is there too. I'm still trying to hide my body and want to know where the photos go. The TV is on and I try to say my phone number, but I can't. Wait! I hear someone say I'm safe at home, but I can clearly see that's not the case. I'm nine years old and I live here with him. It's not safe! What ? I hear my friend Sarah, she's talking about my house, but it's blurry. She talks to me about my grandchildren, but I'm nine years old. I am so