I regretted what I did; I wish I had never killed him, especially when I realized he was actually a boy, I would have named him Benane instead of Cupcake. I really wish I had never sacrificed it. But when I think about it, it's quite ironic because the Tay9 make sacrifices for religious practice. I wonder if this is why they need sacrifices as a religious practice? Is it because nothing can be gained without sacrifice? After all, he was the most important living being to me, since it was my father who gave him to me. Since I regained my memory, I remembered how I found it. It goes back to that Zoltbandit incident; It was on that day that I saw my father's will. After opening all the doors, I saw the alien tiger. I was so shocked that he was able to survive this long. I didn't think there was a living creature here. I remembered he had black stripes, topaz eyes, and green fur. It looks like a regular tiger, but with green fur and it was still a cub when I found it. I was looking at it then suddenly I thought it might be a gift my father left me; when I looked at him, tears started to flow. It reminded me of that horrible day and I want to forget that memory. Then I ran and hugged the tiger, it was so sweet. It was probably the softest thing I had ever touched. I remember that same day I ate the most exquisite cupcake. It was a mouth-watering cupcake; if I remember correctly it was a chocolate cupcake that had a Twix candy bar in the top part of this fun sized chocolate bar, it had Oreo cookies that were crushed on top like sprinkles, and the The most delicious part of this cupcake is the frosting. It didn't taste like junk cupcake frosting from a store, it almost tasted like ice cream, except it's...... middle of paper...... It's probably the stupidest thing to do is try to teach an alien, but in defense, it was an alien and not a regular tiger. I thought it would be smarter, but apparently I was wrong, I was smarter than him. But I had high hopes that he would at least be able to communicate with each other. When I think about all these things, it makes me sad. So much happened at the time between me and Benane. And we spent so much time together that he didn't make me feel abandoned. I no longer felt isolated. I was so happy when I was there. He was my number one treasure that my father left me. I will never forget all the memories we shared. But that's what makes it hurt so much; he was one of the most important living beings to me. But as they say, when a good thing happens, a bad thing happens too. But what will happen to my exceptional thing? Or it will never happen.