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  • Essay / A big maybe - 610

    For many years I was lost in a sea of ​​hate, love, lust, apathy, indifference, feelings and non-acceptance . I was swept up in a constant wave of failure. I didn't know what to make of everything around me; I was subject to the things that were happening around me. If people wore one type of clothing well, so did I, if my peers seemed inclined to that movie, so did I. In my much younger years, I strove to fit in, I wanted approval from everyone around me. The only thing different between me and my classmates was my deep love for music and reading. Through my love for these two things, I began to learn and realize all the possibilities available to me. I learned that there is no way to escape the tangle and evil of what life is and despite this, somewhere there is good and great perhaps for everyone of us. A goal for us, somewhere where we belong. Where we can be ourselves, where we are at our full potential. Getting to this realization took 14 years of my life and it may take more for other people and some never get there. This great revelation overwhelmed me...