Where Did I Go Wrong? “Arrest Clifford,” Neaveh said. “No, bitch. Lie there and don't get up! » “What did I do”, as I lay there he started to undress me. “Didn’t I tell you to stay still?” I will kill you if you move again", he took out a knife. "I'm sorry, I'm scared, please stop", I kept asking him. I cried and I cried and before I knew it he was pushing it in me and I was crying and he continued. He pumped in and out of me more than five times. He pushed it all the way in and out. moaned and pulled it out "Good girl, slut" "Why?" I came home at 2:20 in the morning, ran into the bathroom, my dad came and knocked on the door. bathroom. “Neveah, get out of this bathroom now. What's wrong with you coming to my house at 2:20 in the morning? » All he could hear was sobbing. “Open the door honey, what’s wrong?” tell me what happened." "Dad," sobs, "That boy from my school forced himself on me." "Are you sure, sweetheart?" "No, he told me that he would kill me if I told anyone but I trust you.” “Okay sweetheart, go take a bath and then go to sleep.” "Okay but daddy, I am, I'm bleeding there." "Just take a bath and put on some clean panties." "Okay" I went to the bathroom and runs bath water. I walked in and my body started throbbing. It was the first time I had sex and I hated it. I washed my body then got out of the bathtub and put on my bathrobe. When I went into my room to put on another pair of underwear I noticed I was still bleeding as I didn't know what to do, I just fell asleep. As I lay in bed, I prayed that it was all a dream and that when I woke up, it would all be a dream. My alarm went off and I woke up. I felt a little depressed because I still remembered what happened last night. I was wondering whether or not I should go to school today. I felt really wet and hot. I got out of bed to go to the bathroom.